私は一人で愛し愛さすべて

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? yes
2. You talked to an ex today, correct? nope
3. Have you taken someones virginity? yes welp
4. Is trust a big issue for you? uh..no not really
5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? yes!
6. What are you excited for? uh….summer i guess??
7. What happened tonight? nuffin yet its only 2
8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? no. i think it’s disgusting when they act disgusting.
9. Is confidence cute? uh..not most of the time to me.
10. What is the last beverage you had? cream soda
11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? two or three
12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? yep
13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? probably just go over to alex’s house
14. What are you going to spend money on next? not sure, but i have a lot that i want to spend
15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? yes. they’re my companion.
16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? probably, but not very much.
17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? connor actually haha
18. The last time you felt broken? …sigh
19. Have you had sex today? nope hahaha i’ve waited for my companion for over a year whose a virgin so
20. Are you starting to realize anything? i need to get my act together
21. Are you in a good mood? not really
22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? maybe once but i hate water so
23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? no, mine are darker
24. What do you want right this second? my companion
25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? i would be absolutely livid, i wouldn’t say anything. i’d act.
26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? no
27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? uh…probably not??
28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? i dont remember..
29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? yes
30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? depends
31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? no not at all
32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? absolutely
33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? wow, no, no way
34. Listening to? the tv
35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? rarely
36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? school.
37. Do you believe in love at first sight? that is incredibly shallow. no way.
38. Who did you last call? alex
39. Who was the last person you danced with? beats me
40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? because i can
41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? a month or so ago
42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? no
43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? haha probably
44. Do you tan in the nude? i don’t tan
45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? no
46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? no
47. Who was the last person to call you? my mommio
48. Do you sing in the shower? sometimes but not very often
49. Do you dance in the car? if i really like the song
50. Ever used a bow and arrow? i suck at it gosh
51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? uh…i don’t really think i have ever
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? some are but i mean….that’s theater
53. Is Christmas stressful? it can be
54. Ever eat a pierogi? ooh yes omg
55. Favorite type of fruit pie? cherry
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? always an artist
57. Do you believe in ghosts? ye
58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? who hasn’t
59. Take a vitamin daily? ahaha no
60. Wear slippers? do people actually do that
61. Wear a bath robe? no
62. What do you wear to bed? shorts and a shirt or nothing
63. First concert? jimmy eat world
64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? um…target or wal-mart i guess
65. Nike or Adidas?i dont care
66. Cheetos Or Fritos? cheetos
67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?peanuts
68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? none
69. Ever take dance lessons? ye man
70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? he wants to be an english teacher
71. Can you curl your tongue? yep
72. Ever won a spelling bee? haha no
73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? yes
74. What is your favorite book? into the wild
75. Do you study better with or without music? without
76. Regularly burn incense? occasionally
77. Ever been in love? ha
78. Who would you like to see in concert? too many
79. What was the last concert you saw? geez i don’t even know
80. Hot tea or cold tea? cold
81. Tea or coffee? tea
82. Favorite type of cookie? almond omfg
83. Can you swim well? decently
84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? yeah
85. Are you patient? generally, no
86. DJ or band, at a wedding? uh….idk…i don’t really want a ceremony so
87. Ever won a contest? im sure i have
88. Ever have plastic surgery? no
89. Which are better black or green olives? um black
90. Opinions on sex before marriage? do what you want, just be careful
91. Best room for a fireplace? bedroom/library
92. Do you want to get married? i’ve only considered it with one person, with anyone else i’ve known, no

#nya

4 weeks ago on April 27, 2012 at 04:51pm

I’m not really sure what to do with this blog, it’s so..different from all of my other blogs.

Plus I hardly use it.

Maybe I should turn it into a sort of diary/journal???

Feh. Who knows.

4 weeks ago on April 26, 2012 at 09:38pm

zoom

I forgot I even used to look like this gosh.

I wish I could become completely androgynous sometimes without being wrongly judged by other people. I don’t really think my companion would like me looking sort of like a boy either.

Oh well.

#me

1 month ago on April 17, 2012 at 10:52pm

From childhood’s hour I have not been
As others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I loved, I loved alone.
Then- in my childhood, in the dawn
Of a most stormy life- was drawn
From every depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent, or the fountain,
From the red cliff of the mountain,
From the sun that round me rolled
In its autumn tint of gold,
From the lightning in the sky
As it passed me flying by,
From the thunder and the storm,
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view.